I'm sitting here, realising that April is almost over, and I'm wondering where it went? I guess as you get older, time goes by much faster. The good thing is that summer will be here in no time!
Okay, I STS this week and I'm a little pissed. Not because I worked really hard at drinking my water, exercising or portion control because I DIDN'T. No, I'm pissed because I'm freakin lazy and feel 0 motivation at this point. I'm sick of being over-weight plain and simple.........but............there's a part of me that frankly doesn't give a shit! To top it all off, I'm off today, the kids have a PD Day and here I am at 5:30 am writing my blog! UGH!! I sooooooo needed/wanted to sleep in today.......
On a positive note, I tried the new coffee bar just outside of town and it was really good. I might just head up there this morning for another Cafe Mocha. Tomorrow, I've got family coming for a BBQ/ birthday celebration and I have a few things I want to prepare so I'll be busy grocery shopping today.
On a not so positive note--I'm a little sad this morning because I read a fellow bloggers blog in which they talk about something very personal and something they've struggled with for many years. This person is my sister so I actually have seen the turmoil this has brought to her. I've been quick to give her advice in the past about this but I'm not going to this time because she knows deep down, how I feel. She doesn't need to be jugded, she doesn't need to be told what to do. I think she knows and it's scaring the crap out of her. However, she's done it before and it only made her stronger--it's not fair--but it's better than the alternative.
It just makes me sad.
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Hi Pam,
I'm sorry I haven't visited in a while. :/ Thanks for your comment on my last post though. I think you're right, I should focus on finding some new things that I CAN eat. Perhaps I'll treat myself to a small green tea latte today :)
I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a rough patch too. I have those feelings all the time, where I just want to give up and be done with all of this! It's a strange feeling, because I KNOW I want this in the long run, but sometimes my brain just, well, doesn't give a shit, exactly what you said.
Anyway, hang in there and push through this -- and like my leader said this week, keep that goal in mind *all the time*. Picture how great you're going to feel when you're finally there! Ahhh, such a wonderful image!
Have a great day :) Hope your sis is okay too... sounds very serious but it's great that you're there for her.
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