This winter has been really long and I'm sick of it.
I feel depressed. It's Easter and there's still a good foot of snow outside.
It SUCKS!!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Back to School......
Well I just finished my first week of my 2nd semester and it went pretty well.
Except when it came to getting normal, everyday stuff ready for the kids. The most serious "crime" was against my son who is 5 and in SK. He goes to school every Monday, Wednesday and every other Friday. On the Fridays, the kids can participate in the hot lunch program. You have to buy tickets in advance (which I did) and they have to be sent in, there isn't a record that shows you intend for your child to get a hot lunch. Because this program is only for the SK class, they don't get a choice of what they want--it's pizza or nothing. The rest of the school has hot lunch on Thursdays and it alternates between pizza and hot dogs so you need to keep track. Anyway, call it a blond moment, blame it on lack of sleep, whatever, I didn't send in the tickets.
WHY???
Because at 5:30 in the morning on Friday, I had it in my brain that he DID get a choice and that I had no idea whether it was pizza or hot dogs so .......I couldn't send a ticket. I look forward to these days because it means that packing a lunch is much easier, it's only snacks!
Only when I picked him up later that day did I realize my mistake. That's when I realized I have too much going on in my life and I need to find a better way to deal with it.
I'm still looking............
Except when it came to getting normal, everyday stuff ready for the kids. The most serious "crime" was against my son who is 5 and in SK. He goes to school every Monday, Wednesday and every other Friday. On the Fridays, the kids can participate in the hot lunch program. You have to buy tickets in advance (which I did) and they have to be sent in, there isn't a record that shows you intend for your child to get a hot lunch. Because this program is only for the SK class, they don't get a choice of what they want--it's pizza or nothing. The rest of the school has hot lunch on Thursdays and it alternates between pizza and hot dogs so you need to keep track. Anyway, call it a blond moment, blame it on lack of sleep, whatever, I didn't send in the tickets.
WHY???
Because at 5:30 in the morning on Friday, I had it in my brain that he DID get a choice and that I had no idea whether it was pizza or hot dogs so .......I couldn't send a ticket. I look forward to these days because it means that packing a lunch is much easier, it's only snacks!
Only when I picked him up later that day did I realize my mistake. That's when I realized I have too much going on in my life and I need to find a better way to deal with it.
I'm still looking............
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
It's almost Christmas!
I really do enjoy this time of year, people tend to be friendlier. Well, I'm on my break from school with one semester down and an average of 97% or 4.0 GPA!! I'm thinking this was the easy part, next semester I spend time in a classroom--should be fun! Time has been pretty sparse and doing some of the things I like has sort of fallen by the wayside, mainly bellydancing. Now the weather isn't co-operating making it almost impossible to get to the studio---did I mention SNOW is a four letter word????????
The kids have adjusted well and things are on track with them. I'm still a little scatter-brained at times when it comes to some of their school activites ( what do you mean you need a Santa outfit for tomorrow??) although I do vaguely remember reading about them!!
Chris is being very supportive now which is nice, I think he realizes that I'm doing this for ALL of us. I also think he has this voice in the back of his mind saying that he should be the one responsible for looking out for our family. I know--this is the 21st century--and he does provide the bulk of the support but he can be stubborn too. His business is really picking up which is great however, scheduling conflicts occur all the time. It's slowly coming together.
As I said, I really like this time of year. The kids are counting down the days till Santa comes. My 8 year old daughter had doubts about Santa--does he really exist?? Is it just me or does it seem too young to be questioning this?? I felt kind of sad because I feel that sometimes kids these days grow up too quickly. I didn't really have to explain anything because " Santa" called that night. He brought up some very specific details that not everyone would know ( thanks to the questionnare I filled out the week before!) so for now, she still believes. I'm looking forward to spending the holidays with friends and family, enjoying good food and the odd drink!
Merry Christmas!
The kids have adjusted well and things are on track with them. I'm still a little scatter-brained at times when it comes to some of their school activites ( what do you mean you need a Santa outfit for tomorrow??) although I do vaguely remember reading about them!!
Chris is being very supportive now which is nice, I think he realizes that I'm doing this for ALL of us. I also think he has this voice in the back of his mind saying that he should be the one responsible for looking out for our family. I know--this is the 21st century--and he does provide the bulk of the support but he can be stubborn too. His business is really picking up which is great however, scheduling conflicts occur all the time. It's slowly coming together.
As I said, I really like this time of year. The kids are counting down the days till Santa comes. My 8 year old daughter had doubts about Santa--does he really exist?? Is it just me or does it seem too young to be questioning this?? I felt kind of sad because I feel that sometimes kids these days grow up too quickly. I didn't really have to explain anything because " Santa" called that night. He brought up some very specific details that not everyone would know ( thanks to the questionnare I filled out the week before!) so for now, she still believes. I'm looking forward to spending the holidays with friends and family, enjoying good food and the odd drink!
Merry Christmas!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Well, things are going well with school. I've kind of proven to myself that I CAN do it and I am enjoying it. What I don't enjoy is the feeling of being pulled in all different directions. I feel scatter-brained most of the time and when I realize I've forgotten something that has to do with the kids (did I send the money for hot lunch????), I get hard on myself. I feel guilty. Can I do this for another 2 years? Who knows.
Totally changing the subject here. My dance studio has asked me if I'd perform a solo at the next show. Did I mention my husband HATES when I perform in public? What's worse, is that ALL his friends back him up.
Totally changing the subject here. My dance studio has asked me if I'd perform a solo at the next show. Did I mention my husband HATES when I perform in public? What's worse, is that ALL his friends back him up.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Back to school
Well the kids are settled in their routine and seem to like their teachers. I think my daughter's teacher is going to be a bit of a hard-ass, in a good way, so that should push her a little more. She does extremely well in school and doesn't have to try very hard and I explained to her that one day, she'll have to. That day has come. As for my son, he's Mr. Helper at school--not at home though--and loves doing the homework in his agenda. I'm sure that'll be short-lived!
I started my course on Wednesday and it's great, a little scarey and a lot of work! There are assignments that don't seem too bad but there are 2 quizzes in this term/semester and they are worth 50% of my total grade. HOLY CRAP!! No pressure there.
I have realized that with this extra work load and the kids activities, that I can't do everything. I had to quit the Hallowe'en show for belly dancing but I'm still going on Sundays. I wish there was a way to do it all but this course means too much to me and there will be other Hallowe'en shows.
I started my course on Wednesday and it's great, a little scarey and a lot of work! There are assignments that don't seem too bad but there are 2 quizzes in this term/semester and they are worth 50% of my total grade. HOLY CRAP!! No pressure there.
I have realized that with this extra work load and the kids activities, that I can't do everything. I had to quit the Hallowe'en show for belly dancing but I'm still going on Sundays. I wish there was a way to do it all but this course means too much to me and there will be other Hallowe'en shows.
Monday, August 27, 2007
Ever get the feeling the decision has been made FOR you????
Well I made the cut for the upcoming Hallowe'en show....................without even trying out! Imagine that! It will take too long for me to describe what I'm going to be in the show but basically, I'm writhing on a stage with a black veil over me. Then I get to dance to one of my favourite songs which will require a lot of shimmying for 7 minutes------I know, it sounds like fun right? Well it does to me.
My kids are getting ready to go back to school. By that, I mean they are going to bed much earlier than they would like ; ) We've got all the back to school stuff, I just hope I remember where I put all of it so they wouldn't wear the clothes!
Not much else is new other than I went to a horse show to watch my sister's horse--something I haven't done in a very LOOOOOOONNGG time. It was the horses' first show and she did well--my sister was so nervous it was actually funny. I used to be the nervous one at shows--I used to throw up before my class and once I nearly passed out while jumping a course! Anyway, it was a good time.
So now it's back to the grind of every day life and all the surprises it brings me.
My kids are getting ready to go back to school. By that, I mean they are going to bed much earlier than they would like ; ) We've got all the back to school stuff, I just hope I remember where I put all of it so they wouldn't wear the clothes!
Not much else is new other than I went to a horse show to watch my sister's horse--something I haven't done in a very LOOOOOOONNGG time. It was the horses' first show and she did well--my sister was so nervous it was actually funny. I used to be the nervous one at shows--I used to throw up before my class and once I nearly passed out while jumping a course! Anyway, it was a good time.
So now it's back to the grind of every day life and all the surprises it brings me.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
It's been a while......
Between Facebook, emails and life, I just haven't had the time for this blog. First off, I'm not watching what I eat or how much and it's starting to show. I'm a little pissed at myself for that and now that BBQ season is winding down, it should be easier to get back on track.
Facebook--I'm addicted. It gets worse with all the applications and shit. Why can't I see the *naughty gift* someone has sent me without having to add it to my profile???? I still get sucked in though : )
Life--My tattoo has healed well and I'm really happy with it. I start school in September and I'm both excited and nervous. My bellydancing studio is holding auditions for a show they're doing the weekend before Hallowe'en. I'm kind of considering it however I'm not sure I can commit to the time requirements of extra classes, practise time now that I'm going to be in school Tuesday and Wednesday evenings. They want me to audition though.
Things on the home front are good. Chris is happy doing what he does and is pretty busy. The kids can't wait for school to start and have enjoyed their summer so far. My Mum's health isn't that great but atleast she's dealing with it. I haven't heard from my Dad since Father's Day---nice, so much for being in my kids' lives!
I can't believe the summer is almost over! It's been a good one though.....
Facebook--I'm addicted. It gets worse with all the applications and shit. Why can't I see the *naughty gift* someone has sent me without having to add it to my profile???? I still get sucked in though : )
Life--My tattoo has healed well and I'm really happy with it. I start school in September and I'm both excited and nervous. My bellydancing studio is holding auditions for a show they're doing the weekend before Hallowe'en. I'm kind of considering it however I'm not sure I can commit to the time requirements of extra classes, practise time now that I'm going to be in school Tuesday and Wednesday evenings. They want me to audition though.
Things on the home front are good. Chris is happy doing what he does and is pretty busy. The kids can't wait for school to start and have enjoyed their summer so far. My Mum's health isn't that great but atleast she's dealing with it. I haven't heard from my Dad since Father's Day---nice, so much for being in my kids' lives!
I can't believe the summer is almost over! It's been a good one though.....
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